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Sunday, August 30, 2009

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Saturday, November 08, 2008

fresh start to life

well it hasnt been easy for me this 2008. All year round hasnt been good to me. ive been through rough times in my life from living in the dark to seeing the light. now is the end to this old chapter and start a new one 2009. This year is the year that will be better.

LIFE:

in general it aint easy being on your own. sometimes you wish you had the person in your life to make it easy but not always going to happen. Im going to a mid crisis where i have to deal with school,work,bills,and relationship. its not easy taking care of them all its a though time but ill find away to make it work just not at the moment. Im so caught up with bills right now it aint no joke i have to work extra hours if provided by my company. i guess it will be lighter for me once i get my raise. Right now im doing ok but im so caught up that its hard for me to deal with this crap which is bills. As of now im cutting my checks and splitting them up in different areas. that way by the end of the month everything is paid well thats what im going through right now. I have a big resposability to montain and keep.other than that nothing else..

Relationship:

well it wasnt going very well but isnt that like every other relationship. It aint going to be peachy everyday you have your moments where your on thin ice, and than you have your days like your in heaven. We were both but more at war than at peace. we were losing our touch for each other. that hunger that you thrive for you know what im saying. well we brought something back that sparked our love life once again. thank you baby..big plans this up coming week spending sometime with my lady and im going to make it so romantic that her socks will be blown away lol. wine,flowers,candy,music,u name it. well at least for now ill keep u thinking lol... but it will be a day to remember and i know she will crave me for a long time lol...

Vacation:

well i felt bad that my baby had to pay for almost everything and we lost 100 bucks shit thats alot well Vacation wise it was 50/50 it didnt go as planned. it was more like a recovery week than a vacation sometimes things dont go well the way u think everything will go so dont get your hopes up till it happens lol. It was really a good vacation all the it would of been the best vacation ever if there were no interuption. spacial moments ruinned by people and pain. that sucks. but everything else was good @ least i got to spend it with her and i made her happy in any way she likes but maybe next vacation lets hope it becomes hulala.....lol love you..

till next time laters.


Monday, September 15, 2008

Anthony locked in a closet

well I've managed to come back after all this months with more issues in my life. My parents is one i feel like i'm the father and mother cause i take care of them like every day. It ain't cool cause they take advantage of it right now and there excuse is i'm getting older by the day. Its hard to sometimes understand this kind of responsibilities which have to include me. It sucks ten times because i see the way my family treats each other and yet they expect me to do everything for them. I pay rent in my parents house yet they treat me like a child" clean your room, vacuum your room, open your windows. shit i'm tired from work and they want me to do more and i'm so tired that sometimes i just knock the fuck out while watching tv. and i don't realize it till i wake up. right now i'm going to school i'm taking math classes because i need to learn math again. i'm starting really small but there might be a chance that my class might get cut near my probation at work. right now i'm training for second shift so i have to come in the morning for training. i need to be on my a game to move up to second shift faster. as soon as i change shifts i will go to morning classes and i don't have to worry about changing classes. right now its hard cause i have to balance, my family,my bills, my relationship,school, and my job, Its hard cause every single part needs attention if not given attention then its a fight u cant control. There are times where i wish i can go somewhere and avoid my family issues or my bills. So i made an oath to my self that i will move out from my parents house next year for sure thing. its hard cause at first i was dealing with guilt of leaving my mother but i think now that they will be alright. I need to do this for my self and not fail. its time to take a different path in my life and start where i left off and thats criminal justice. Right now i'm not happy in any place maybe cause i'm starting to realize that i need more knowledge in my life and less emotional issues. I will start my journey the november 3, 2008. Its time for me to grow up and really search what i want to do in my career and personal life. I'm tired of arguing and being alone in a dark room. I'm tired of crying in stress and loneliness. i will start by managing my spending pay in full my debts and save for that perfect moment. as of that they i will go off to help my self and go through a process of reconstruct of my self. School,Job,Money,health,body, and faith/religion. I'm also working on a song just like the old days. i hope when the time comes she'll cherish it for ever. Well until next time and i will start writing almost daily in xanga on november 3, 2008 till then thank you my friends and future wife.......(^....^)


Saturday, March 29, 2008

recap

Its been three months since ive been upclose in my relationship. It was though but well worth it. it helped me find my self in so many levels that i became careless about sex at one point. Its like different stages where you say i dont need you. The next couple of days you try to be strong by still saying i dont need you. days turn into weeks and your mind wants some action but knows it aint ganna get none. than comes frustration we all have those moments. You really gatta get some to let go some of those tensions.weeks turn in to months this is like torture you start wanting it bad you think about it but than you dont cause u aint ganna get it. so u zone out of it and just think about other things.

3-23-08

The day we broke the chain and explored our minds that saturday was amazing I didnt realized that we have been together for 7 years and stepped it up to another level to the point were we understand each other. Great conversation great body language we actually clicked with out any problems.she opened my eyes and left me wanting more. AMAZING cant describe that day well but it was yummy yummy.....

3-26-08

my company still is a peice of shit. I get the crappy route all spread apart city by city and come home late. im telling you going postal on them. lol. I also got hired through another company benefits and pay is better and its next to college campus/dorms.


Monday, February 04, 2008

End of war

Hey just wanted to clear things up its my imotions that are talking how i feel. I dont blame you i blame myself I cant keep doing this to myself. I dont want to talk to anyone but i never close my doors to you And you know that. Everything has to do with support but i know what i have to do and I hope It wont hurt you. My life is not what i Expected to be but Im going to do this and I the part about you not loving me once again you dont understand what im saying you told me that. just ask me before you bitch slap me like what you wrote. those are strong words and i dont know what to say because anything else i say might hurt you. Im angry and I want to be with you but We NEED TO TALK ... I love you and i miss you daily call me...



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